Coney Island

this was my first time at coney island! i went with my friend cara, we had a really great time going on some of the rides and screaming until our lungs gave out. i absolutely love NYC, and im so glad that this wonderful place is just a (long) train ride away

turns out abercrombie does hide away some fun clothing!
so i finally got to wear theyre jersey type shirt that i bought for half of the redlined price
xoxo bar

top: abercrombie
2 bandohs underneath
shorts: hype from 7th grade (way way back, these are my miley booty shorts, only for hot weather like this)
jacket: h&m cardigan (wrapped around)
glasses: street vendor/nyc

abercrombie and fitch

because i work at Abercrombie, i stare at those pictures all day
i feel like i could do them a million times better than they are done already, so i gave it a shot
hope you like xoxo bar
flickr

i think this is some of the work i pride myself most on

photography by Bar Shoham

hair/makeup/wardrobe by Bar Shoham

Models Elena and Kleionne

smokey eye makeup

i did some smokey eye makeup mixed with some effy inspiration from skins. mine came out a lot lighter/ more fair, but i liked the look so i gave it a shot, if you make your lines and blends a lot harsher it will come out darker and more precise, give it a shot if youd like

foundation! im very very pale haha, loreal true blend (color C1) make sure you prime your eyes too (i dont have a primer so i just add foundation there too)

this is a dual brush and its brilliant and its my favorite makeup brush, take black eyeshadow and just put it on the crease using the smaller end then blend with the larger/flatter end to get it into the crease

then take a white (matte) eye shadow and using the flat end put on the center "ball" of the eye to create contrast

take black pencil eyeliner, line the top lid and a bit into the crease, smear/blend

go back to your brush and black eyeshadow and lightly line right underneath the bottom lash line, and add black liner on the bottom lash/water line

curl your lashes and add your favorite mascara

add any blush or light nude lipstick/chapstick you'd like and thats about it!

 (additional inspiration)

kay i hope you enjoyed if you'd stuck out the reading haha

xoxo bar

Update.

So an update on my life:

current location:

(my bedroom)

my current financial situation:

my current relationship status:

my current beast friend status:

my current mood:

dakine....

my current height:

5'2 and a half

my current weight:

about 123 I think

current favorite song:

Sugar We're Going Down - Fall Out Boy

My life is just frustrating at times, I just feel like I have no control but I know that isnt true.

I just need a change of pace to really get my life into gear, I'm over everything right now and I just need something new.

xoxo Caelan

Ruffles

So I'm super cool and took pictures of myself in my bathroom....

enjoy

It was a beautiful summer day and the lighting was just perfect :)

Hawaii is seriously the best

xoxo

Caelan

Hello

Bar and I have always wanted to do a photoshoot

Love her

xoxo

Caelan

waikiki

I went to waikiki with my darling friend Natalie and many photos were taken, many tourists were found and many calories consumed

Nat is really my fourth sister. We had oodles of fun. and of course I kinda worked on my tan.

twas lots of fun

xoxo
Caelan